I wrote this when my dad was suffering from Alzheimer’s, such a horrible disease All your life you looked forward to your golden years, and you are finally there, I am sorry that it turned out the way it is. Life’s plan, so cruel. I am so sorry that your health is stealing so much from you, I am so sorry that you have worked hard all your life and now it is filled with never ending pain, So much hurts, that you cannot sleep, So unfair, you did not deserve this, I am sorry that all you want is […]
Your Words
The words you said intensely hurt, Steps forward, they stole Made me search within my soul. So much is going wrong, Hard for me to understand, I don’t feel strong. You are holding my heart, Will you again shatter it apart? Do you touch me and become fulfilled? Do you have a reflection of me and smile? You need to see, Everything I am, everything in me. Reasons to be a stranger, Is an immense danger. This can’t last forever. What’s wrong with letting happiness in? I know, I am content in my own skin.
Self Deception
Self-deception, never in my heart. I want to bind the broken, Comfort the afflicted, Strengthen the weary, Must not let them down, But how can I? When things are not right? Look at me instead of behind me, I am bruised, but not crippled. I am not crazy, but I am not sound. I am not fine, Don’t want to be a mistake, I would close my eyes, When the moon would rise. I long for a piece of mind, Star light, star bright, Shining with all my dreams…
Lost in the Moment
When he walked into the room, I felt him move me,
I looked deep into his eyes they ran right through me.
Just one look from you I am forever yours,
I can tell you are like no other.
In Too Deep
I’m in way too deep,
My mind has gone astray.
Self-doubt again, has a hold of me,
I struggle; however, I can’t get away.